There’s so much going on in my life right now, it’s become a blurr.
The wedding is next month and things are escalating to an all time high. For the past 3-4 months, there hasn’t been a single weekend that I’ve spent at home. We’ve been shuttling between contractors, suppliers, vendors, designers and we go from house related work to wedding related ones like it’s nobody’s business. An average Saturday-Sunday starts at about 8.30am and goes on till about 10pm by the time we get home. The upside is that the house is now nearing completion, save for a few things that will hopefully be done by the end of next week. It took a nasty tantrum by me for the contractor to buck up and finish the work he was allocated. When the deadline is 4 months overdue, I’m entitled to that I believe.
I sat and put down my to-do list leading up to the wedding, and it is long long long đŠ Luckily, nothing that takes too long to do and I figured allocating dates to get them done will help rather than just listing out things and doing them at my own pace.
I stayed in today, well half a day at least and got some much needed rest. Woke up feeling groggy and out of sorts. My BB organiser looks like its got a bad case of chicken pox with all the work,wedding and house commitments and deadlines slotted in. Looking at next weeks schedule is giving me a headache. Remembering how I got through the last 3 weeks still leaves me at a loss for words and I don’t know how I did it.
Things on the home front has me walking on eggshells. My father is short tempered and loses his cool over the most minute of things. I’m leaving them a broad margin coz I know underneath it all, is the fact that in a month they’ll not have both daughters living with them. After 26 years, I guess that’s tough for any parent.
The packing needs to start in earnest now. I’ve been procrastinating the transition but it’s here now staring me in the face. You can’t just pack your life of 26 years into a few cardboard boxes in a day and be over with it. C and I have devised a strategy to move a box or 2 at a time instead of having a major ‘Moving Day’. I don’t think the latter can be avoided entirely coz somethings that will be moved like my study desk of 15 years will leave a gaping hole in my bedroom.
Hope the weekend was a good one and here’s to a great week starting tomorrow!